Hopelessly Hopefull

Sometimes it is easy to walk away
Sometimes it gets harder as days pass
Sometimes it never ends
Sometimes it never begins
But even so,
The noise just keeps getting louder
The noise just stays within me,
The noise just is, its beating,
Faster and Faster.
As I think thoughts of you,
As I dream hopes of you,
As I breath the realities of you,
As I know the impossibilities of you.
I must tell the truth soon,
My liveliness,
My happiness,
My willingness,
My sadness,
Does not all depend on you.
Just on my strength to bare it all.
Letting my soul heal,
From the wounds of yesterday.
As I make room for more,
I distract my heart,
From the pain,
With the thoughts of you,
Healing my heart,
And keeping me sane.